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Happy Belated

by abel

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1.
Beer 04:26
Forget what I said about making sense I wanna make dollars I don't know where you went when I said goodbye For the first time I gained the confidence And it all went to its cold out baby dont catch a cold you really really dont wanna go i dont wanna see you cry when you close your eyes baby i wanna see you in my dreams i wanna see you in my nightmares i wanna see you in my dreams thats exactly what you wanted to hear when your lips touch that beer did you hear me when i said ill see you in bed i never meant to say goodbye i never meant to even cry i really thought we were something nice and then you said i like it when you say you wanna die it makes me feel alright for being who i am
2.
what are you talking about stop moving your mouth it hurts to know you think that you are fine when we all know youve lied the whole time you lied the whole time take me to the place where you feel alone but in a good way a second home a comfy space where you can leave without a trace and when you punch me in the gut make sure you know that im the one watch me linger on my thoughts till that feeling in my head creeps into what ive said long after you are gone (solo comes back) take me to the place you feel alone but in a good way a second home a comfy space where you can leave without a trace i wanna be a real one want you to say that im your best friend why wont you stay call you later if thats okay my color fades my color fades
3.
Took the pill Now it's helping My mom would Consider it a blessing All the short circuits in my head Feel like another good reason to stay in bed Stuck between beer and ginseng Sick of dealing with all these fake endings All the dishes stacked up in my sink Feel like another good reason to stay asleep
4.
Scared of nothing Void of something Deep white noise Eternal offering close your blinds stay awake dont go to bed just stay up late think out loud dont go to sleep youre on a cloud but that clouds falling down Scared of nothing Void of something Deep white noise Eternal offering close your eyes everythings alright and when you open them youll feel just fine leave this place far behind dont forget youre out of time
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Vacant 02:05
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Run 03:30
Small hands make me feel uncomfortable Like your face when you feel unstoppable Sour patch kids at night when I'm anxious Waking up to my tongue in a twist You run away from what you feel I run right towards what I fear Chicken out every time At least I can still say I'm fine Your backyards empty My grass is thick I am still angry At something that doesn't exist My brain is big My heart is small At least it feels that way When you don't call To tell me that you made it home Don't want you staying all alone Monday comes again and again Lay in bed until it's been Far too long that I've been here That's how I feel when you're not here Nowhere to run Nowhere to go I want to lie here all alone Kill the time Kill my mindset Won't get up Until the sun sets
8.
Happy Place 03:29
Why are you gonna do it again every time you do you lose a friend when you go to sleep are you thinkin of me are you thining of me are you thinking of me i sure hope not why are you still right here dont you know that i know you dont like drinking beer i want you to go away i want you to go away find yourself a happy place go back to high school think about being cool in your summer dress with your hair down feeling your best lay your head to rest
9.
Ive been here the whole time you just dont know it you just dont know it i'll be leaving in a month youll be sick to your stomach you wont know it yeah you wont know it.... theres a place in my mind i go when youre not here when youre not here.... my hands are shaking but you wont know until you hold them until you go its always winter in this midwest state my mental state feels so cold
10.
King 03:22
Sick to my stomach Didn't eat a thing Think I'm gonna vomit Fingers tingling Whats gotten into me Now that I am king Now that I am king Now that I am king I'm feeling unwell Like the time when my grandpa fell You can go to bed Get betters all you said You can go to bed Get betters all you said Now that I am king Now that I am king

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released September 3, 2021

Mixed by Michael Wells, Abel, and Luke Neff

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